The Rogers Girls' New Journey

November marks a new journey for me and my girls. The past year has been a life of its own full of ups and mostly downs, darkness, SADNESS, and loneliness for Randall. I made it through a year through all the first with out him so on October 16th the day after it was a year since Randall died I woke up and said today is a new day. This starts the new beginning of my new life. Its time for me to move forward to hold on to the love we shared and the memories we made but now its time to start living again. Living for myself and living for my girls. So let me feel you in a little on the first two days of our new journey.

November 1st was your normal busy day at work. Riley was here at the house because she had been sick all week battling fever but Tess went to daycare she soooo needed to go back to school she had to much cabin fever and needed to escape. So I pick my precious little Tess up and head home, my grandparents and mom had been here this week so we came home had supper and it was Rub a dub in the tub time. I put Tess in the bath and proceeded to do things in my room while she played. I suddenly was summoned to the bathroom from this sweet little voice and as I walked in to see Tess standing outside of the tub with a big smile and she said "mommy I Poot" code word for Mommy I pooped in the BATHTUB. How does something that big come out of my sweet beautiful PETITE little girl....seriously what in the world. Needless to say I totally grossed out had to sike myself up to get it out and as I am gloved from head to toe to get this monster of a "poot" out to the tub Tess is telling me look mommy I poot and no no don't touch my poot. I replied "Believe me sister I don't want to touch your poot." Never a dull moment. LOL!!! So gross.

Life is so good no matter what mountain you have to climb. I mentioned in my goodbye letter to Randall a bible verse that was read at his funeral. Thess. 5:18 says "Give thanks in all Circumstances for this is God's will for you." As much as it didn't make sense then it does now. Because God always has a plan for us rather we agree with it or not. I will always give thanks for all my circumstances rather its good or bad because this is God's will for me and my girls and his Love is the greatest of all. So tonight I give thanks for my new journey in life and for the Joy God will reveal to my heart once again.

Goodnight my friends and family....love you all so much!

Tiffany